My In Him Time
I start off singing " Take me into the Holy of Holies, take me in by the
blood of the Lamb. Take me into the Holy of Holies, take the coal cleanse my lips, here I am." I need You to even worship. I need
You to cleanse me, to make me completely presentable to Yourself.
I see a shower, kind of like the shower you use when you're fixing to get into a swimming pool. You have to go turn the water on and get under it to get clean,
so you won't contaminate the pool. This is a shower so I can come into the presence of the Living God.
I see myself bathing in this shower, the water is just washing my face, washing all over me with this pure water that is so invigorating and feels so good. It always feels good to feel clean whether it’s in the natural but much more so in the Spirit. He’s holding the towel out for me as I come out of the shower. He’s there waiting to envelope me in that towel, I don’t know what it represents. I don’t know if it’s the Holy Spirit but it just feels so good to have the Father wrap that towel around me. I heard 'robe of
righteousness' as I see the Father motioning to somebody to come and bring this garment and place it upon me. He’s checking me out, looking me over, making sure everything is on there right, making sure everything is adjusted right, that I look right because we’re going somewhere.
Maybe this isn’t the Father, maybe this is the Holy Spirit Who will present me before the Father. We’re going through the courts, through the halls of the of the courts. Then, I guess it’s the Holy Spirit, is showing me, pointing out different things, I don’t know what they are, I don’t even see them. It’s like He’s pointing out things to me. The word that I hear is "protocol’. “Child I will complete you and manifest Myself to you. It is my desire to do so and nothing can stop My desires from coming forth. And because your desires match My desires it shall be so.” Up ahead I see a line of people, this line of people is waiting to be presented before the King of Kings and the Lord of Lords. I wonder what they have on their minds and what they want to say to Him. Maybe they have petitions, I’m not sure. While I look at this line of people I look to the Holy Spirit, He says “trust Me.” Every time the doors open brilliant rays of light come shining out through into the hall. They are shining from the room behind the doors where the King of Kings is seated on His throne. The Holy Spirit leads me on and as we bypass the line of people. He’s starts taking me through an entrance that’s going to take me straight to the Father. This entrance is to the right of the people standing outside, kind of hidden. I don’t have to wait in that line. What I’m wondering now is why they have to wait in that line? Why they too can’t go through the same door, the same entrance I’m going through lead by the Holy Spirit. Maybe that’s the key, ‘it’s lead by the Spirit’ because without Your Spirit we don’t even know where to go. We stop as He starts putting this circle, golden circle around my head, it's like a princess crown. It’s a circlet of gold that fits over the front of my forehead where my mind is and goes completely around my head. I don’t understand what I’m hearing, what I’m sensing and seeing but thoughts that were trying to penetrate my mind start bouncing off this gold circlet around my forehead. I sense satan is there, he’s there slinking around in the outer parts of the halls and he’s the one
controlling this line of people. They’re all lined up waiting to see the King, but he (satan) is keeping them out. He won’t let them in. Father look at these people, these people that say they know You but
in truth they don’t know You and they’re being held out of coming before You because of the lies of
the enemy and the deception of the enemy. Here He is... “yes child, these wait in the outer
courts, they do not see or recognize their deception, they do see the deceiver has deceived them, has snatched the very life, that I will give them, away from them.” That’s making me think of that scripture that says the god of this world has blinded their hearts unless the light of the Gospel should shine into their hearts and they would receive it’s truth [II Cor. 4:3-4 ]. I hearing the Father say “trust Me child. It shall not remain that way forever.” I see someone is fixing to burst those doors open where all these people are standing outside and when those doors burst open that light shines through. That light shines through and someone else goes through the doors because the light of the Gospel has busted into their hearts and they know the truth and the truth sets them free and makes them able to come into Your presence.
I see myself smoothing down my garment and I make sure I have the list of petitions I want to bring before Him. I’m moving towards the throne of the King of Kings and Lord of Lords who has all power and authority in heaven and earth. People, maybe angels, are standing up and down the steps leading up to the throne making sure that the correct protocol is observed. I just saw a child break through and run up to the Father, no one stops this child and my thoughts go to the scripture where it says the angels of children are ever before the Lord. Maybe this is one of the children angels or maybe it is a child. Lord, You said ‘suffer the little children to come unto Me.’ And I’m wondering if I should have come as child, like the times I’ve had the garden experiences with You when I came as a child. Trumpets are blowing proclaiming something, His power, His majesty, who He is. My mind goes to the scripture in
Revelation where it talks about the angels, the living creatures going around the throne saying ‘holy, holy, holy is the Lord God Almighty, Who was and is and evermore shall be’. They continually circle the throng going around and around it but it’s not just a routine to them because as they circle the throne they constantly are being awed by the presence of the Lord God Almighty and receive new revelations of Him with ever circle they make. I feel very small and insignificant in such a place, in such
splendor and glory, in such....the only word I know is pomp and ceremony.
I hear a voice say ‘come child.” Whoever has lead me there, I assume the Holy Spirit, gives me a little shove forward and I start walking up those steps to where He resides. I fall on my face before Him, sense there are others around me on their faces before Him. I don’t think there’s any other position you could be in before the God of all the universe, before all of His majesty, power, and glory, as you are awaiting the summons to come forth. And to be able to move someone has to come and assist me to get up and move forward to bring me into His presence. I hear Him say “what is you request child?”
And I hold out my requests to Him, I lay them in His extended hand and He tells me “go in peace, My child, go in peace.” I turn and I a lead away, I’m at a loss as to which way to go or how to proceed but I am being lead out even as I was lead in. I can see the crowds in the hall, the same people are waiting to get in and here I have went in and spoken and given my requests to the Father and come back out again knowing that He has my requests and He said "go in peace.’ Therefore I have the peace of knowing that He’s taking care of all I’ve laid within His hands but for these on the outside they are still waiting, they are anxious, they know not if or when they’ll get in. Oh my, I just thought of that song I sang earlier “take me in by the blood of the Lamb”, those people outside cannot go into the Holy of Holies because they have not been covered by the blood of the Lamb. And it’s only when those doors burst open by whoever or whatever, the grace of God, the Son of God, I don’t know what causes the doors to burst open. Maybe it’s the prayers and the requests that we take in by the Spirit that cause those doors to burst open and the light of the Gospel to shine forth in the hearts of the people that are standing around in the outer courts. Whatever it is Father cause them to burst open and cause the light of the Gospel to shine forth into their hearts so they can find the doorway into the Holy of Holies and not be left standing outside, condemned. And I’m hearing the Father say “you’ve seen a portion child of what goes on, a portion of what goes on, now pray for the light of My Gospel to burst forth and shine into the hearts of many, many, many”.
Oh my, I just heard Him say “be a door opener.” And I realized what He meant is I’m to be one of those who slings those doors open so the light, His glorious light, can shine on those standing outside in the corridors, the light of the Gospel of Jesus Christ. All I can say is show me how, show me how to do this. It just dawned on me that the only people that can open those doors are the people who are on the inside. The people that are in the corridors are in darkness and blind whether they realize it or not. It’s only the ones who have access and have been lead through that special door, by the blood of the Lamb, that can go in and burst open those doors from the inside so the light can shine upon them so some of them can make it in I just spend a productive time in the Father, praying, calling forth those seeds, bringing these things before the Father so He can bring answers, so those doors can fling open. And whatever the enemy is keeping from those people outside, whether it’s salvation or whether it’s some type of bondage he has them in, whatever it is, the Father spoke to me the word ‘productive’ as I finished praying.
5/6/13
I start off singing " Take me into the Holy of Holies, take me in by the
blood of the Lamb. Take me into the Holy of Holies, take the coal cleanse my lips, here I am." I need You to even worship. I need
You to cleanse me, to make me completely presentable to Yourself.
I see a shower, kind of like the shower you use when you're fixing to get into a swimming pool. You have to go turn the water on and get under it to get clean,
so you won't contaminate the pool. This is a shower so I can come into the presence of the Living God.
I see myself bathing in this shower, the water is just washing my face, washing all over me with this pure water that is so invigorating and feels so good. It always feels good to feel clean whether it’s in the natural but much more so in the Spirit. He’s holding the towel out for me as I come out of the shower. He’s there waiting to envelope me in that towel, I don’t know what it represents. I don’t know if it’s the Holy Spirit but it just feels so good to have the Father wrap that towel around me. I heard 'robe of
righteousness' as I see the Father motioning to somebody to come and bring this garment and place it upon me. He’s checking me out, looking me over, making sure everything is on there right, making sure everything is adjusted right, that I look right because we’re going somewhere.
Maybe this isn’t the Father, maybe this is the Holy Spirit Who will present me before the Father. We’re going through the courts, through the halls of the of the courts. Then, I guess it’s the Holy Spirit, is showing me, pointing out different things, I don’t know what they are, I don’t even see them. It’s like He’s pointing out things to me. The word that I hear is "protocol’. “Child I will complete you and manifest Myself to you. It is my desire to do so and nothing can stop My desires from coming forth. And because your desires match My desires it shall be so.” Up ahead I see a line of people, this line of people is waiting to be presented before the King of Kings and the Lord of Lords. I wonder what they have on their minds and what they want to say to Him. Maybe they have petitions, I’m not sure. While I look at this line of people I look to the Holy Spirit, He says “trust Me.” Every time the doors open brilliant rays of light come shining out through into the hall. They are shining from the room behind the doors where the King of Kings is seated on His throne. The Holy Spirit leads me on and as we bypass the line of people. He’s starts taking me through an entrance that’s going to take me straight to the Father. This entrance is to the right of the people standing outside, kind of hidden. I don’t have to wait in that line. What I’m wondering now is why they have to wait in that line? Why they too can’t go through the same door, the same entrance I’m going through lead by the Holy Spirit. Maybe that’s the key, ‘it’s lead by the Spirit’ because without Your Spirit we don’t even know where to go. We stop as He starts putting this circle, golden circle around my head, it's like a princess crown. It’s a circlet of gold that fits over the front of my forehead where my mind is and goes completely around my head. I don’t understand what I’m hearing, what I’m sensing and seeing but thoughts that were trying to penetrate my mind start bouncing off this gold circlet around my forehead. I sense satan is there, he’s there slinking around in the outer parts of the halls and he’s the one
controlling this line of people. They’re all lined up waiting to see the King, but he (satan) is keeping them out. He won’t let them in. Father look at these people, these people that say they know You but
in truth they don’t know You and they’re being held out of coming before You because of the lies of
the enemy and the deception of the enemy. Here He is... “yes child, these wait in the outer
courts, they do not see or recognize their deception, they do see the deceiver has deceived them, has snatched the very life, that I will give them, away from them.” That’s making me think of that scripture that says the god of this world has blinded their hearts unless the light of the Gospel should shine into their hearts and they would receive it’s truth [II Cor. 4:3-4 ]. I hearing the Father say “trust Me child. It shall not remain that way forever.” I see someone is fixing to burst those doors open where all these people are standing outside and when those doors burst open that light shines through. That light shines through and someone else goes through the doors because the light of the Gospel has busted into their hearts and they know the truth and the truth sets them free and makes them able to come into Your presence.
I see myself smoothing down my garment and I make sure I have the list of petitions I want to bring before Him. I’m moving towards the throne of the King of Kings and Lord of Lords who has all power and authority in heaven and earth. People, maybe angels, are standing up and down the steps leading up to the throne making sure that the correct protocol is observed. I just saw a child break through and run up to the Father, no one stops this child and my thoughts go to the scripture where it says the angels of children are ever before the Lord. Maybe this is one of the children angels or maybe it is a child. Lord, You said ‘suffer the little children to come unto Me.’ And I’m wondering if I should have come as child, like the times I’ve had the garden experiences with You when I came as a child. Trumpets are blowing proclaiming something, His power, His majesty, who He is. My mind goes to the scripture in
Revelation where it talks about the angels, the living creatures going around the throne saying ‘holy, holy, holy is the Lord God Almighty, Who was and is and evermore shall be’. They continually circle the throng going around and around it but it’s not just a routine to them because as they circle the throne they constantly are being awed by the presence of the Lord God Almighty and receive new revelations of Him with ever circle they make. I feel very small and insignificant in such a place, in such
splendor and glory, in such....the only word I know is pomp and ceremony.
I hear a voice say ‘come child.” Whoever has lead me there, I assume the Holy Spirit, gives me a little shove forward and I start walking up those steps to where He resides. I fall on my face before Him, sense there are others around me on their faces before Him. I don’t think there’s any other position you could be in before the God of all the universe, before all of His majesty, power, and glory, as you are awaiting the summons to come forth. And to be able to move someone has to come and assist me to get up and move forward to bring me into His presence. I hear Him say “what is you request child?”
And I hold out my requests to Him, I lay them in His extended hand and He tells me “go in peace, My child, go in peace.” I turn and I a lead away, I’m at a loss as to which way to go or how to proceed but I am being lead out even as I was lead in. I can see the crowds in the hall, the same people are waiting to get in and here I have went in and spoken and given my requests to the Father and come back out again knowing that He has my requests and He said "go in peace.’ Therefore I have the peace of knowing that He’s taking care of all I’ve laid within His hands but for these on the outside they are still waiting, they are anxious, they know not if or when they’ll get in. Oh my, I just thought of that song I sang earlier “take me in by the blood of the Lamb”, those people outside cannot go into the Holy of Holies because they have not been covered by the blood of the Lamb. And it’s only when those doors burst open by whoever or whatever, the grace of God, the Son of God, I don’t know what causes the doors to burst open. Maybe it’s the prayers and the requests that we take in by the Spirit that cause those doors to burst open and the light of the Gospel to shine forth in the hearts of the people that are standing around in the outer courts. Whatever it is Father cause them to burst open and cause the light of the Gospel to shine forth into their hearts so they can find the doorway into the Holy of Holies and not be left standing outside, condemned. And I’m hearing the Father say “you’ve seen a portion child of what goes on, a portion of what goes on, now pray for the light of My Gospel to burst forth and shine into the hearts of many, many, many”.
Oh my, I just heard Him say “be a door opener.” And I realized what He meant is I’m to be one of those who slings those doors open so the light, His glorious light, can shine on those standing outside in the corridors, the light of the Gospel of Jesus Christ. All I can say is show me how, show me how to do this. It just dawned on me that the only people that can open those doors are the people who are on the inside. The people that are in the corridors are in darkness and blind whether they realize it or not. It’s only the ones who have access and have been lead through that special door, by the blood of the Lamb, that can go in and burst open those doors from the inside so the light can shine upon them so some of them can make it in I just spend a productive time in the Father, praying, calling forth those seeds, bringing these things before the Father so He can bring answers, so those doors can fling open. And whatever the enemy is keeping from those people outside, whether it’s salvation or whether it’s some type of bondage he has them in, whatever it is, the Father spoke to me the word ‘productive’ as I finished praying.
5/6/13